WHAT A BLESSING ?!
Listen when Big Sean said, “I live the life I deserve, blessed Fuck a vacay, I feel better at work”…I felt that! No really I did, I’m truly blessed. I’m so blessed that if I just DO something, everything I want will manifest. I’m also so blessed that everything works out! This is not me boasting, this is me being extremely grateful! I am dealing with a lot of things at one time. My dreams are manifesting while I’m also kinda struggling and it’s a beautiful thing if I’m honest. It’s beautiful because the negative won’t last long. I have fallen before or been a “little off” but this time I’m still working. It’s not perfect and it’s not super organized but it’s something I’m proud of. In life especially when you’re creating, you must be proud of your content. People will always feel what they feel about it, however, that is none of your business. I don’t have everything figured out but what I do know is I’m going to show my gratitude every day! It doesn’t matter what is not the way I want because that too will be fixed.
So what if you don’t have money, so what if you don’t have the support, so what if you don’t know how you are going to get to what you desire…SO WHAT! Why so what because everything that you want you to have. You have the willpower and the focus, you will attract everything else. Just because you want it now doesn’t mean you’re ready. I wanted plenty of things but 30% was fear stopping me, 30% I didn’t see the bigger plan, 30% it wasn’t the TIME and 10% was procrastination! Once I started shifting those percentages to 60% of my belief in God’s plan and 40% believe in ME...it started.
Speaking of blessings…this look I was blessed to create. This is yet another throwback and this was the 2nd shoot I did with my friend photographer. She is a true blessing…she always captures what I need and edits perfectly! I wanted to be a little all over the place! Faux Fur, vintage bras, and vintage distressed jeans. The jacket was a Christmas gift from Zara. The bras are vintage and I acquired them from my mom. The jeans I purchased from a Goodwill in Miami Florida in 2011 and I distressed them myself. The boots are old from Forever 21 and the vintage hat belonged to my grandfather.
You are blessed and though things shift...allow that shift and understand you’re blessed, so it will work out!
MUSIC: Big Sean x Drake x Little Sean - Blessings (Riot Ten HYPE OR DIE Trap Remix)